Saturday, March 27, 2010

I love a girl..But i dont know whether the girl likes me..Sometimes she does, but sometimes noo.that mean the feeling is inconsistent..feel so troubled..i think be friends better. I dont expect her to do anything from him..but just be there when i need confidence..Siann... She say we dun have chemistry..Is it god fate that we cant be together?? Or is it that the right girl have not appear yet..

Haiz. Since secondary school is over, i shall do a reflection. Since secondary 1, i have been greedy..Haha..ALways eat snack when going home. And my grades were doing okay, until mid-term. Firstly, being young and immature(i have to admit), i went to draw comics during the lesson i feel i am good in. As a result,my grades slip and i do not take much notice of it. And things go in freefall when i have a broadband at home. I went to try maplestory becos my friend introduced it to me. Soon, i have become addicted to it and my lifes was like going to sch to draw comics and going home to play and sleep. Little did i know. I was starting to fail. My math drop to a f9.My grades were outright disgusting. I did not even bother. Until at end of year, i flung the whole thing. I almost retain becos of my eng. Luckily, my former principal, miss ho was a kind woman. She push most of us up to the next level.

At Secondary 2, I changed. I speak more vulgar language. I learnt it all from maplestory. I start to realize i was using vulgar when my friend told me i change the way i speak. I remember clearly using the vulgar world in maple. And then it become part of my life. But of course i use it only when talking to friends,when in conversion with teacher, i did not use it. Since after the sec 1 incident of almost not promoting up. i took a slight change in my mindset. I do not play maple right after i reach home. Instead i went to sleep. Lol. Or if not, i will go to harmony(lance shop) to watch ppl play. Althought i changed, but i still did not study. Things come to the worse,when in the mid yr my grades were hanging in the balance. But i make sure i pass my eng. I was almost active in my CCA(NPCC),coming for all the training. I remember clearly going for the ah hood parade training. Phew.Thinking of it, i miss it. Ah hood was so fun. Haha..I also learnt how to polish my boots at sec 2 after my friend teach me. Since then, almost before every
trainig, i got polish my boots and it shines brightly. Lifes go on until eoy. Before 1 month the exams, i actually regretted my grades(CA1,SA1,CA2), i cant go to the class i want. I did force myself to study and in the end, my grades flung. But my maths improve to 49 marks..Haha..When got posting came. I only can go to the last few classes. I regretted and i remember getting a insult from my discipline master,mr eddy koh. i actually appeal to 3e3, but it was unsuccessful, i begged him and he scolded me. He say i shd have work harder. If i have work harder, it shouldnt be a problem as a pass in math would have guarantee me a place. My math then was 47% overall. Lols. i remember that comments he gave and i have planned to change my life at sec 3.

At secondary 3, i remember the first day at school, i sit alone. Darren lee paiseh me. But nonetheless, soon i have classmate siting beside me. During the first term, i make sure i score well. My mum was also suprisingly shock. Is this my report book? Lols.. Since then, i been constanly working hard. And also Thx to my tutor(phang shenghong.). He been very patient with me and he darn good! He buy me assessment book to do and it was really helpful. When mid-term come.i remember staying up late to do my revision. By then, i was very focus althought my seat was change. Boon chun want to take my seat as he can sit beside ryo to chitchat. i did not want and i was quite displeased. but now i find it okay. Lols. I was actually attracted to one of the girl. She was actually seeking for academic help. So i tell myself to study harder and be one of the top student, so she could ask me>>^^Lols. In the end, after the mid-term exam. i got the 4th in class. I was happy. But that didnt satisfy my aim. I went on to continue studying harder. I remember at the june holidays. I injured my hands in cca. I slipped and hit the glass. I remember i was only trying to help my friend,shou de, get his shoebag. but i slipped. it was raining and slippery. After being admitted to the hospital for a operation, i was sent home the next day. I spent the next few month, trying to gain control of my fingers. Since my fingers could not move, i was more focus in studies as i could not move around conveniently. I remember most of my classmates(including the girl i like) ask me wat happen and sympathies with me. Since then,i makw a serious choing. And i finally get the top of the class. Lols..It was a totally change over-year for me. 2008 has also been frustrating for me. Lols. i did not know how. But ppl started to know who i like, and she has avoided me, but that did not stop me from studying. And i begin to also not likeing her anyone.

At secondary 4, i was posted to the back seat. But quite close to her..Lols.. Since then, i continue on my standard and getting my grades. But i was not as hardworking as in sec 3. i begin to be addicted to Fifa. But i was still got top in mid-year. But at prelim, i did not really study as i was very focus on eng and chinese oral, everynight i went to practice. In the end i slipped to 2 in prelim and got only merit bursary. After the prelim, i choing more harder, studying very hard. I also start going to the gym. And the girl i like, started to approach me for acedamic help. Lols. I teach her but she was very distracted in the surrounding. Many ppl like to talk to her and hence she couldnt really focus. But i did try my best. I remember skipping one of the dnt mock test. I still feel apologetic to mrs han. In the end, i make a finally choing towards my o level, i remeber studying until 5am for a day. Overall, 2009 has been fun, i love the studying period.haha..better than working now. And 2009 i have attended my first 2 class chalet. Chalet is actually fun. Haha. I remember telling the girl i like i was planing to buy a house and she went to tell my form teacher during the chalet.Lols.

11 jan 2010-result day.
I did not have any particular of scare on the day. But i went to sch in quite a good mood. I feel great seeing all my old friends. Boon chun hug me. Lols. But the girl i like didnt even talk to me, she only took a look at my result slip. I sms her but she didnt even reply. I know her grades. i feel sad that she feel eng. Haizz. i just have to wish her, and all my good friends. Good luck and wish them success in their future endavours. may she find the person she like one day.^^

~~~~~~~~~Chapter close~~~~~~
Gary Lim Yong Sheng Secondary School Life

I know my english sux man.. But I didnt realise i will get a C6..I though cambridge can give me a B Haha... No matter what. I was satisfied with my score other than english. LOLS.. Below is my score for GCE o level 2009

Eng:C6
Combined Humanities:A1
Mathematics:A2
Combined Sciences:A1
Design and Technology:B3
Principle of Accounts:A2
Chinese:B3

Lols.Special thanks to my teachers..(Mrs Han(helpful),Mr eddy koh(fierce but good in teaching),Mr samy(humurous),Mdm Hazina(good),Ms Lim(always give lollipop^^),Mr seow(tempo teacher),Mr Lawrence lim(helpful),Mdm Teng(kind,understanding),Mr ow(Best form teacher),Mr iskander(Most patient teacher) And my english teacher,MR Pilo(ex and most friendy form teacher),MRs Lim(story-teller althought sometimes it is slppy) and Mrs sunetth(Helpful),mrs ruth(1 month teahcer). And many others.(Mrs tay,.......MR teo.....All of my lower sec teacher>>Without u, there wouldnt be me..Thank you^^^^^^^^^

5:50 AM

Hello..it been a long time since i post. Looking at it, it is almost 1 year. To me,time really just files. It seem like yesterday when i am just studying for o level. Now.i am only looking forward to working as a part time job and earning money to make my bank grow 'bigger'.HAHA..I do miss my secondary school life, i think i nid some time to get over it. Now, it quite boring and i feel very indecisive. Shd i really go poly or jc?? I dont even know if acocuntancy is the right choice for me. i really scare stress in accountant as some of the aunties and seniors say. LolS..It just so strange man. Since sec 2,i aim to go to accountancy. But now, i really confuse as i realise banking is also my interest, but in the end i chhose accountancy. And i dont know abt the jc route because i realise i do want to go to university. Lol. if i go to acc, i will be fighting with ppl around the same score as me. Haizz..Shd i appeal after the posting? REally very confuse. And, i feel quite frustated. I am wasting a few month of my time now. Poly start so late. SIan..I gusses this is a process where everyone will experience??

5:38 AM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Haizz.. I feel quite sad la.. my subject deteriorate a lot. Now my scores is like that

Eng:C6
Math:C5
Sci:B3
Chi:B3
Poa:A1
Dnt:c6
Combined humanities:A2

My result so sux la... i dont know wat to do sia. 1 more month before o lvl... sian la!!!!!!!

6:30 AM

Friday, September 4, 2009

Woah... i feel quite stress... everyday i face competition from my friend.. I just want to get 5 or 6As but very difficult.. i cannot concentrate and then i always panic at my paper. Sian..i am going to spent this one week to choing up my rest of my subject. planing to make dnt,math,poa A1 through this 1 week holiday..

3:44 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

YA!!!!!!! Hahahaha... i was so scare when teacher call me to take my result.. i though it will be a B4 or C...i went up.. and teacher say i got B3!!!! I was so happy.... Marvelous. From a C to a B3!Hahaha!! i immediately signed it and went back to my seat.... WOW!! Even people better than me in Chinese got B3 too.. Hahahaha.. i feel so happy.

6:37 AM